lilipat na ako sa LJ.

so.. palitan niyo nalang yung link to this site to http://anatuts.livejournal.com

ehehe.

...that is kung may link ako sa site nyo. ahaha. labo.

kath: oo, crush ko parin siya noh! hahaha!

des: lilipat na ako LJ. dun nalang kita ililink ng maayos.

marry me, Brian Littrell!!!

hahahaha!!

shet guys. the backstreet boys concert was sooo cool! it was short pero it was fun! the lady i was sitting with, she was like in her late 20's or early 30's, tapos she knows all the songs of the bsb! grabe talaga! as in memorized down to the last kulot in every song! hahaha! nakakatuwa.

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congratulations to manny pacquiao for winning the something title! hahaha. ang galing talaga! haha.

                   
guys, kung gusto niyo makabasa ng magandang writing, visit this guy's blog. i'm telling you. ang galing niya. he's also from ateneo, track and field varsity (he's friends with bryan sutingco, my friend from block L). his name is joboy quintos, III MEco. i've seen him once sa libe - ang tangkad. crush na crush siya ng dormmate ko. haha. goodluck sa kanya. sayang, hindi sila magkakilala. hehe. and hindi rin kami magkakilala. pero he writes well eh. intimidating pero nakaka-wow talaga. i read his entry about this girl that he likes. it's soo sweet. grabe. basta. check niyo nalang.

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i saw ruffa mae quinto yesterday in gateway before watching "Humor Has It." the movie was okay. i went there to buy the ticket for the BSB concert tomorrow. grabe. i'm so excited! hahaha! mahal yung ticket, pero pwede na rin.

i got my advisory marks for zoo last tuesday. i got C for lab and D for lec. that sucks.

congratulations to the ateneo men's football team for winning the game against la salle kanina! ang galing! super saya talaga ng games! haha. i went there with arc, jesan and rach kanina after PE.

i have math midterms tomorrow so wish me luck!! hehehe. okay naman ako so far sa math. uhm, first longtest ko C+, second D. hahaha. honestly, hindi ko inaakalang papasa ako. haha. sure ko lang kasi is number 1 and number 5. worth 20 or 30 points lang ata yun. haha. i got 59/100. nakakahiya. ahaha. pero ok na yun kesa naman bumagsak ako, diba? marami din daw bumagsak, so thankful ako.

anyway, baka lumipat na ako ng blog. baka mag open ako ng account sa LJ. ok din kasi pero i still have to see. for the meantime, dito muna tayo sa aking blogdrive.

i forgot nga pala. i saw nicky the other day. hindi ko siya nakilala until nakita ko yung dala niyang snare and thought, "who the heck is that guy? sino naman ang magdadala ng snare sa likod niya sa school? weird." it turned out to be nicky. hahaha. nag iba na talaga siya.

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so kamyl tagged me a few days ago and asked me to asnwer this survey about my ideal guy. to tell you the truth, wala akong ideal guy. i mean, before meron. but then parang walang sense kasi nagkakagusto din naman ako sa mga guys na hindi ko type. sheesh. pero kaya nga ideal diba? meaning yung "sana." geez. ana, just answer the freakin survey..


my ideal guy:
-chinito
-preferably taller than i am (i know.. everyone is taller than me! haha)
-must respect my family and friends
-must love me for who i am
-must smell good
-sensible
-has a sense of humor (he should be able to make me smile)
-must love dogs (because i have two. hehe)
-must know how to dress appropriately (i mean, come on)
-adventurous and fun to be with
-sweet

so there. simple. parang pareho lang kay mingkay. these are usually what people tell you if you ask them to describe their ideal guy. ganun din ako. pero you can't have everything, diba? i can settle for less as long as i love the guy.. and he loves me, of course.

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i don't know where kamyl gets these surveys. anyway, i might as well answer them. hehe

The Perfect Guy

Hair color?: dark brown to black.
Eye color?: brown-black
Height?: taller than i am. at least 5'8" (yeah, dream on, ana.)
Six pack?: a must? not really.
Long hair or short?: short. clean cut.
Glasses?: it's okay
Piercings?: none? hehe
Eyebrows?: normal
Big butt or little?: doesn't matter. (this question made me laugh! haha)
Chest hair?: uh.. none?
Buff or skinny?: somewhere in between
Teeth?: complete, straight and clean. ahahaha

-Section 2
Funny or serious?: funny
Party-hopper or more stay-at-home?: stay-at-home pero parties din
Should he be able to bake or cook?: it's a plus
Should he have a best friend?: yeah, it's okay
Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends?: yup
Out-going or shy?: out-going
Sarcastic or sincere?: sincere
Should he love his mother?: yes
Should he watch chick-flicks?: YES. haha. i love watching chick flicks e. hehe
Would he be a smoker?: NO. (but it really doesn't matter. like what i said, i deviated from my "ideal" guy already because, uhm, nicky smokes.)
How about a drinking?: social drinker is fine with me
And swearing?: not too much.
Would he play with your hair?: ok lang. as long as he'll fix it back. haha
Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time?: DUH. OF COURSE.
Would he pay for you when you're on a date?: not all the time
Does he kiss on the first date?: no
Where would you go for dinner?: some place that we'd both be comfortable, with yummy food (same with kamyl)
Would he buy you flowers?: yes. haha. reminds me of tita xyle.
Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies?: oh sure.
Would he write poetry about you?: if he wants to (reminds me of joboy and his writing)
Would he use endearments?: whatever. ok lang maski name.
Would he hang out with your and YOUR friends?: yes
How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends?: yeah, sure
Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening?: yes. hehe
Would you hold hands?: depends. kung hindi appropriate, bakit pa?

-Section 3
Does he play soccer?: okay lang. at least i'll have someone who can explain the ref's calls during games. hindi ko talaga gets eh. haha
Baseball?: ok lang
Football?: ok lang din
Basketball?: yes. haha. i looove basketball. 
Water polo?: hahaha. ALDO TONG! ahahahaha. okay lang.
Golf or something equally boring?: does not matter
Does he surf?: oh, yeah. cool!
Skateboard?: uhm.. no.
Snowboard?: yeah. that'll be cool.
Can he sing?: a plus
Play the guitar?: again, a plus
Play piano?: *makes face* i used to play piano myself. haha. pero okay lang. pero personally, ayoko na ng piano. mas gusto ko drums. ahaha
Play the drums?: ahaha. YES.
Can he keep his room clean?: YES YES YES (at least one of us is organized! haha)
Is he an artist of sorts?: yeah
Does he write his own music?: not necessarily
Does he have pets?: dogs. haha

-Section 4
Does he use the word dude?: NO. gawd.
How about tight?: NO. hahaha
Would he watch the sun rise and set with you?: sure
What kind of car does he drive?: a mazda 3. ahaha. kidding! kahit ano.
How old is he?: my age. maximum age gap should be 3 years lang. (same)
What's his name?: no name at the moment. hahaha. labo

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again, wish me luck for the midterms. i have to get the bsb cd pa from junbee's locker in kostka kasi i forgot to get it kanina! now how am i supposed to sing at their concert if i don't know any of their songs from their new album? shocks. goodluck nalang!

see you guys soon!

manowlow: Li, K, Ba Ca, Na
manowlow: yun lang naalala ko
ana: pano pronounce?
ana: haha labo ng tanong ko
manowlow: likbakana??

if you're not from chem 7, section d under ms.san pedro, then you wouldn't know what i'm talking about.

during chem, we were talking about the redox reactions. anyway, we had to MEMORIZE this looong list of elements in order of their oxidation. as in nakakaloka. parang ano daw?

tapos sabi ni ms.san pedro, meron daw siyang shortcut. Li, L, Ba, Ca, Na. in order yan. pag pronounce niya, likbakana! hay nako! panalo! haha.

super haba talaga ng list. sabi nga ng blockmates ko, "kaya nga kami nag biology, hindi nag chemistry eh!"

anyway, during PE 101, mejo inaway nanaman kami sir bonoan, kasi sdaw vertically challnged kami! amp! e ang activity namin ngayon is sit and reach. so mejo confident na ako. tapos hindi pala sit and reach as in i ttouch mo lang yung toes mo, measure, tapos tapos na. hindi ganun. ang pinagawa samin is may parang box sa harap namin, tapos may ruler. tapos kung ano yung pinakamalayong maabot namin, yun ang measurement namin!

e parang ang daya kasi instead na ittouch mo nalang yung toes mo, meron pang box na nakaharang.. so parang mas mahirap ganun. tapos sabi din niya may advantage daw talaga ang may height blah blah blah.

so naywya, pag measure sa akin, nagulat siya. hahahaha. akala ata niya mga 10 lang maaabot ko kasi pandak na, malaki pa ako. nakakaloka. so nung lumabas measurements ko na 16, 16, 16 1/2, binawi niya yung sinabi niya! hahaha. pero pandak parin daw ako. pfft.

sayang nga e. sila arc got 19 1/2 while mark got 19. galing grabe. kasi shempre matatangkad sila, diba? jesan got 14 3/4 ata. si rache, uhm, hindi ko alam, naka-17 ata siya eh. basta masaya. sandali lang yung test. mas matagal pa yung pinila namin! hay nako. kaya nanood muna ako ng practical nila paopao sa tap! ahaha. uuuber funny. nakakatuwa. sabi niya wag daw ako manood. shempre nanood ako, diba? haha. labo.

tapos after classes, dumating si tyress. nagpapatour sa ateneo kasi daw hindi pa siya nakakapunta dito. so tinour ko siya. shet. nakakapagod. hindi kami nag trike! leche. ok naman kasi malamig na kasi nga gabi na.

inikot namin buong ateneo! as in no kidding! hindi exag to! seryoso! nagsimula kami sa gate 2.5, tapos som walkway, som, sec, caf, edsa walk, zen garden, tinuro ko lang yung faura, tapos libe steps, tapos ikot kami papunta sa xavier, edsa ulit, chapel, sec smocket, cov courts, highschool, moro, blue eagle gym, tapos bumalik na kami sa gate 2.5 tapos hinatid na niya ako sa dorm. more than an hour kaming naglalakad niyang tyress na yan! nakakaloka!! graaaabe.

pero okay lang kasi diniscuss din naman namin yung national id system na topic ko bukas sa oral defense. nag debate daw kasi sila kahapon kaya nakatulong din siya. ang dami naming pinagusapan. PERO, yung ipinunta niya dun, e wala rin. HINDI NIYA DALA YUNG GIFT NI YASMIN PARA SA AMIN NI KATH AND JESS!! lecheeee.

and you know what else i got from our ateneo tour? a free bottled water. tyress was feeling generous kanina kaya, THANK YOU TYRESS. hah. next time starbucks na dapat treat mo. bleh

yes, you read it right.

i just finished my christmas shopping with kay and kamyl. at kung hindi ako hinila na kay from my bed kanina, i swear, wala parin akong regalo sa blockmates ko.

well, hindi pa lahat. kasi yung ibang gifts ko nasa bahay pa. sorry tlaga sa mga hindi ko pa mabibigyan. treat ko nalang kayo starbucks, parang ginawa ni kath sa blockmates nya! haha.

yun lang blog ko. walang kwenta tlaga. shiyet. babu.

Pajanel
Dagamac
Manaligod
Serranilla
Tiu

CONGRATULATIONS!

i am soooo tired, as in pagod. yesterday, at around 5 in the afternoon, i woke up after sleeping at around 9:30 in the morning. tapos i was awake all night because of the freakin' argumentative research paper for english that i, as usual, crammed.

so anyway, i haven't slept yet. as in gising na ako for 24 hours pero mejo magulo pa kama ko, nakakatamad ayusin. TAPOS eto pa. natuwa ako nung una pero parang nag back fire din e. kasi matagal ko na shang ininvite sa friendster. akala ko nga hindi na sha mag chcheck e. so anyway, pag check ko ng gmail kanina, ayun, friends na daw kami. so i opened his account in another window and guess what i saw?

pictures of him and his girlfriend. (duh malamang girlfriend niya yun. who else would it be? his sister? come on..)

i will be kidding myself if i say that i don't care. i do, i do care. and yes, it is painful. tang ina masakit. but hey, i need to move on. at least now, i've found the closure that i have been looking for for weeks now. hay. and i never thought it would be this painful. hah.

so guys, thank you for bearing with me during those times that i kept talking about him.. nicky this and nicky that. i wish i could say that those days are over. maybe not. i'm trying to forget him now, so, who knows?

and to nicky, i guess i just wasted my time on you. precious, precious time. but then again... maybe not.

this year, i promised (myself) that i will complete the simbang gabi. kaso i disappointed myself. kaninang madaling araw, i wasn't able to attend the mass. i thought there were gonna be masses from 3-4, 4-5 then 5-6. yun pala 4-5 lang. e dumating ako sa church ng mga 5:20-ish. i was so disappointed. i just stayed and pray. when i got home, i changed into what i wore to sleep last night and went to catch some Zs.

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the reason why i had to attend the simbang gabi early in the morning is because i had to attend our highschool reunion/yasmin's despedida party. she's moving to dubai na kasi tapos we all miss our highschool friends eh so we decided to meet sa greenbelt3 starbucks at 5pm.

anyway, earlier, i went to school for a film viewing in zoology. after that, my blockmates and i decided to eat brunch sa eastwood. so kumain kami sa jack's loft. tapos nun, pen brought us back to katipunan. e since i was going home anyway, i decided to hitch a ride nalang. haha. kasama namin si kay, dumaan kami sa bahay to change clothes and get some money, and we were off to glorietta. ang dami naming pinagusapan. interesting stuff ba. hehe.

                   
pen looks cute in this pic. haha!

                   
kay, okay ka lang? haha!

                   
baka daw may bomba yung car ni pen.

                   
si ana ay walang magawa. bow.

                   
ang liit tignan ng legs ko dito, noh? hahaha. optical illusions! haha. joke lang! haha.

i got kay to pay for my shoes when kath arrived. so ayun. nag ikot-ikot muna kami tapos umalis na rin si kay. kath and i had a hard time deciding what to give yasu. sabi nga niya, "naku, mukhang babagsakan ata natin nito stuff toys ah!"

nung wala na kaming maisip, sabi ko sa power books nalang. tapos dun, bumili kami ng book for her. Life of Pi is the title of the book. tapos when we were in the gift wrapping counter na, after paying for the book, we saw this cute journal! sayang talaga! nang hinayang talaga kami! mas mura din kasi yung journal kesa dun sa book. hahaha. joke lang yas. haha.

anyway, mga around 5, andun na kami sa starbucks. andun na si chuva, ej, sundeep and cindy. early birds nga naman talaga. leche. late nanaman ang buong tribo. pfft. so anyway, naghintay kami dun for more than an hour before finally deciding to eat sa bubba gump. hehe. oops.. i forgot to mention, i met sam's "okay lang" cousin. okay lang talaga siya. crushable na not really. gets? nagulat ako sa kanya kasi bigla nalang niya inoffer yung kamay niya sakin. shempre i'm not used to that. it's not like you meet a guy everyday and then says offers his hand and then says hi to you. okay. out of topic na.

so yun nga, super ingay namin sa bubba gump. super saya. si tonio long hair na. kamukha ng vocalist ng brownman revival. ampots. haha. basta super bonding! super miss ko na talaga 4A! haay..

tapos when the bill came, tantadadan!

                   
yuf! bill namin is 10,000 Pesos! surprised?

tapos kath and i went home. the others decided to watch a movie while some decided to play (what else?) DOTA.

when i got home, mejo nainis ako kasi i sabi ko i should have just gone to gesu to attend the mass. tapos nagalit si papa. tapos okay na ulit. haha. nag fit ako ng skirts and then i watched axn na. eventually, i went to sleep. i woke up late na nga and therefore wasn't able to attend the mass. aww..  :-'(

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as i was typing this blog (at around 12:24am), i  decided to wake up kay na. kasi she asked me to wake her up at 12 am daw. e kaso feeling ko she should get a longer sleep. pero ganun din. tapos nung ginising ko na siya, eto yung conversation namin:

me: "kay, gising na! hindi ka ba mag aaral?"
kay: " huhhh?"
me: "aren't you going to study?"
kay: "..someday.."

ampots. laughtrip kami ni kamyl. haha. parang lasing si kay. haha.

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anyway, back to my original blog, earlier, kamyl, kay, love and i went to gesu to attend the simbang gabi mass. walang trike so napilitan kaming mag taxi! haha. nagalit pa nga yung taxi driver kasi daw kagagaling lang niya sa loob tapos ang layo daw ng exit namin. haha. ang kulit talaga.

puno gesu tsaka late na kami dumating, tapos love met with her blockmates. umupo ako kasama nila. tapos mass na. after the mass, i saw anton, dang and joseph. okay. usap kami ni deinj. nakita daw niya si nicky. haha. pero hindi ko na siya nakita. okay lang. actually, pinag-dasal ko sa Diyos na sana mawala na yung nararamdaman ko for him. i know he's never EVER gonna like me (yeah, thanks kay for driving that point home) so what's the point of liking or *gulp* loving (eww) someone who doesn't even know you exist? or maybe he does, he just doesn't know my name. haha.

basta. the point is, mahirap nang umasa. mali, ayoko nang umasa. pero what can i do? it's hard talaga. kaya nga i'm asking for the Lord's help to mend the broken pieces of my heart. now why does that sound like a line from a song? hmm.. anyway, i also asked Him to help me forget him. but it's hard. hay. life is sooo complicated. loving someone sucks. it also hurts. ALOT.

ayoko talaga! ayoko! ayoko! ayoko!

naiinis talaga ako. i can't help it. i'm not mad at anyone. i'm mad at myself. but it's not my fault that i chose you to be my crush, right? nor is it your fault that you decided to bring her tonight, after the simbang gabi at the gesu, right?

earlier, kamyl, love and i went to the gesu to attend the simbang gabi. everything went well during the mass naman. i saw maia, joseph, jemboy, abby and even cory aquino.

after the mass, we decided to walk home nalang. tapos when we were right in front of the rmt/lib, kamyl suddenly said that she saw him in the blue car. so i looked and it really did resemble him. tapos kamyl told me that she saw him with a girl, tapos the girl said i love you ata or something to him while touching his face. watdapak. sankapa?! hah.

kainis lang talaga. kasi parang what am i doing? am i jealous of the girl? what should i be jealous of? why should i be jealous in the first place?

ayoko talaga ng ganito. naiinis na talaga ako. parang ang sakit, pero parang hindi ko alam kung bat ako nasasaktan. actually, alam ko kung bakit. dahil dun sa girl. pero hindi ko alam KUNG BAKIT AKO NASASAKTAN!! ka-gets ka? (thanks kay)

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damn! imagine how pathetic i would look if i find out that the girl was his sister. hay. leche.

ang daming online ngayon:

 

see?

i cut chem kanina. haha. i slept kasi sa dorm pag uwi ko, kaso pag gising ko, 1:45 na. e 1:30 class ko. so nag cut nalang ako. harhar.

anyway, i watched "in her shoes" with kamyl kanina. it's a nice movie. haha. nakakaiyak yung ending. ewan. at least ako naiyak. pati si kamyl tska yung katabi naming babae. matanda na siya. kasama niya ata yung nanay niya or sister din niya. basta. ang ganda ng ending ng movie.

tapos nung nasa lrt station na kami dito sa katipunan, i received a message from dang. nasa drew's daw sila tapos andun din daw si nicky.

so punta kami ni kamyl dun. haha. we saw him. uminom lang ako ng tatlong shots tapos umuwi na ako. nagkita kami nila kay tapos biglang dumating na si mar. lumabas sila eh. nagpunta pala sila sa bento box and cello's to eat.

isaiah dropped by to give me an invitation to their grand buffet tomorrow evening. i will starve myself tomorrow para sulit yung food! haha! ok din yun. timing. ubos na rin kasi pera ko, wala na akong pambili ng pagkain. libreng food is the way to go! buti nalang na-feel ni seya na iinvite ako, kundi, poor me, wala akong food. haha. pwde kayang mag take home?

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i have nothing to do tomorrow except for the research "break" for my english argumentative research paper. baket my quotation marks? kasi hindi siya tlaga break as in free cut or something. it's called a break kasi walang class, okay, pero may library work naman. okay sa olrayt diba?

kath and i are gonna meet tomorrow morning at manangs to discuss the freakin reunion that we're gonna have. leche. nakakapagod mag plan plan kung hindi lahat nag cocooperate.

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meron talagang mga taong walang magawa sa mga buhay nila. hindi mo aakalaing nagbabasa pala siya ng blog mo. e shempre dun nakalagay lahat ng inner-most thoughts mo, reactions sa lahat ng bagay, tapos binabasa pala niya maski sinabi na niya noon na, no, hindi na siya magbabasa ng blog mo. hay..

tapos, pagkatapos niya basahin yung blog, may eepal pang tao. pinagtawanan ka pa. leche. ang kapal talaga ni gago.